Daily journal January 3, 2000, Europe is a hostile world for Christian art. Visions!

In returning home and counting my many blessings for a safe trip and for meeting so many friends I never knew exist, yet they share my basic Christian beliefs and support the message of the end time gospel as per the book of Revelation in art form. I could never write my entire experience on this ten day trip but I have hope to convey this my message which I believe to be God's message to mankind in these last days of His mercy upon the human race. I am also happy to see the tens of thousands of young people that are hearing the message and responding favorably even though many are still bound by cigarettes and possibly other materials. I pray that the full message will be heard, that their souls might be saved. What is it all about if we do not get results from our labors. I applaud the good labors of the European division of Campus Crusade for Christ who surely have a mission to convert Europe to Christ and more than just Europe for that manner, but the people of all the world,I stand in awe today and wonder at what my humble efforts can accomplish. I thank Campus Crusade for Christ for showing my rendition by way of art in this great hall in the heart of the convention of the expo 2000 Christian meeting. Not a day or hour should be lost in our spreading the gospel throughout the world. I want to record all my feelings and compassion for lost in addition to my efforts to obey God-and to explain the Bible in visual art in a one world language and especially the apocalypse Revelation of the past, and of things that are to come,I sense the lack a understanding and the distortion that has entered the field of Christian religion through the ages to render it useless and powerless. Satan continually tries to destroy mans understanding of God and distort the true message that brings peace to our hearts and life and togetherness for a real family. Daily devotion is how I saw my family improve in fellowship and worship of the Lord. I feel impressed to make this journal dedicated to daily worship through prayer and the scripture readings when along with a description of my vision of the fulfillment of great Biblical Prophecy. When I see these things I am compelled to write to and paint them. Revelation 7-1"And after these things I saw four Angels standing on the four corners of the earth, holding the four winds of the earth, that the wind should not blow on the earth, nor on the sea, nor on any tree. 2-And I saw another angel ascending from the East, having the seal of the living God: and he cried with a loud voice to the four Angels to whom it was given to hurt the earth and the sea. Saying, Hurt not the earth neither the sea, neither the trees, till we have sealed the servants of our God in their foreheads". This is the vision that John the Apostle saw on the Isle of Patmos and I am attempting to now illustrate this in visual art on a mass scale. The Visions I see are of the coming of the Lord and of the world on fire which is what I saw that prompted me to begin painting in 1989. I pray now Lord that my duty will be fulfilled and that my life will be complete. Europe is full of Catholic Commissioned art and I believe that modern Christian artist are being deliberately ignored because of the devil domination of the socalled mother church that has no interest in truth being revealed through the medium of art. Let us search out. The challenge of writing a journal is an unusual one especially to include daily devotion and prayer and scripture. My Journal is not just to record history although it does that as well, it is to uncover history and to present it in the proper light. Not only is it to deal with history as per the fulfilling of prophecy, but, it is to describe the future as per the Revelation prophecy. I have not before this date fully understood my own purpose. Let me be Lord just a faithful servant to say and do whatever would be Thy holy will end.